because

Trust the words.
Trust Allah.
Let Him plan everything you need. 
because whoever you are at the end,
 you belong to Him.

hello

Hello 2016 :)

Tengok archive blog, dah tujuh tahun rupanya aku menulis dalam ni.
If dinilaikan dengan umur, dah masuk darjah satu dah. :)

I don't know why, honestly i've been waiting for 2016.
sebab aku suka nombor 6. haha.
I do have a few favs number.

3, for my birthday date.
6, I just love number 6. I don't know why.
10, birthday date.

and 21. I just like it.

2016 is quite different. I want it to be different. I want to value myself more
and start appreciating on what is around me all these time.

and also, I will be transferred to KL for our new project.
should have been there since 26/12 but the BRS meeting will only start on 18/1.
However they had re adjust the schedule and new date is 11/1.

That means it's my last week on JB .

I don't know to whom i would do the TOT. sebab mmg bos tak hire orang baru ni.
HRMS team just left with kak iza and our boss. also kak yati on off jb-kl.

Kak zai had resigned. but she will continue doing freelance for KPTM project;the one i'm going to handle later in KL.

Kinda gigil weh nak drive ke KL sensorang. nak cari rumah lg. haha

but may Allah ease everything.
i wish everything is well.

Hai H, i miss you.
be safe there.
ily.

Approaching another year.

Living your day by day unknowingly you are getting older ; it hits you sometimes.

I just turns 24 last October.
And  I am counting towards 25.
I always thought people around these age already figuring it out on what they gonna be,
how they gonna be, why they are choosing it and lastly their path collides perfectly with what
they had desired truly before.

I was wrong.
again.
because i am here sitting in front of my laptop still wondering if every decision i made
from the past ;  did I really chose them , or I was afraid to choose the hard way?

to be honest,
I really think I am still in a moving boat with no destination to go and just doing some sight-seeing on
my left and right.

I am still choosing though.
Choosing what is the best for me.
Or is the best for others?

This is what happen when i got too far away from Him.
I think too much.
I should go back.

It's been months i didn't do it.
Gonna try again tonight.

Deep

I had fall too deep now.
i don't know if i should go back or keep going.

Adele 25

for the past few days i've been listening to Adele new album , 25.

that album is awesome, dude.

Every single song was like literally gonna shoot you straight on the heart.
Every single song was totally mesmerizing ; glimmering with heavy feeling that wasn't even there before.

I think the most high-drunk feeling-soul one is 'I Miss You'.
the starting of the song really gives me shivers.
feels like i've been missing someone for such a long time and couldn't be able to bear the
pain anymore.

snd yes. the song is sexy as hell.

'I want every single piece of you
I want your heaven and your ocean's too'

imagine someone desired you that much. wow.

'i miss you when the lights goes out. '

listen to it.
feel her sexy soul.


The saddest song 'All I Ask'.

I can even cry even when there's nothing to cry of listening to this song. haha

All I ask is
 If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?

*cry again at the corner room T.T



Because I know that pain.
I used to it before.
And I wish I don't have go through that anymore.

updatess

it's been a while i didn't write anything here.

i guess life is quite busy now. 

or i just have less me time for any leisure things to do. 

i think a lot of my time was totally being spent on browsing the internet ; not to forget

all those social networks. blergh. 

they are so addictive. 

so ,.. what's new?

work is as usual. not too heavy now as like 5-6 months ago. 

I'm trying to search a new job now. 

looking for new experience and skills. teehee

and also,

i met him. 

he's fine :)

i guess we both are fine.

have faith and pray for good things happen for now. 

Dear You.

it hurts to me as much as it hurts to you too.
I decide i wouldn't give up.
As much as you never give up to me all these time.

I also know how hard it is for you to make that decision.
But I'm gonna stick with mine.