the day after wesak day.

guess what i had done for the rest of today? wesak day ? yes.
none. none,
except i'm doing my laundry wearing kain batik turun ke bilik dobi.

 i feel lost.
i do feel i have far sliding away from my real reasons why i am here.
i do feel lost.
the shit feeling when you are 22 and you still don't know what do want for your future.
or for your life.
or for yourself.
i used to have a lot of dreams back then.
what happen now?
sitting and laying down all day long in front of the laptop.
lifeless.

my fault.
my bad.