A No.

Nobody ever denied my request just like that.
I always get what i want.
I just always get it.
To meet someone who simply snap his fingers and says NO really really really bugs me. Even bugs me into sleep.
I am so mad right now.

This whole new level of not getting what i want is really-tremendously-excruciating-broken hearted.

Demmit.
I hate you so much.
And i hate that i love you too.

A year.

Tomorrow it will be a year.

Doubt

I am in doubt.
I am in hesitation.
Because i can see it in your eyes, the uncertainty.
How you feel about me.

I wish i could read what is in your mind.
But i couldn't.
I wish i know the answer right now.

I can see us.
But, i don't know.
I'm in doubt.

Dah terhantuk baru nak tengadah.

Sakit.

My heart is not at ease.
I am yearning for something.
But i know it's just a desire.
Because the time will come.