tahukah anda?

*nada gedik budak tak cukup umur.

tahukah anda otak burung unta lagi kecikk dari matanya? *wink wink

comel kan aku? (^________^)

hari ni 25/1

yeah.
hari ni 25/1/11
pagi tadi ade lab discrete structure.
then skrg menunggu masa nk pergi kelas ptg pulak.
ces..aku takde idea nk tulis ape.

oh.tadi aku beli nasik+ayam+sayur = rm 2.00.
murah kan? :)
sebab restoran tu mmg tgh buat promosi utk januari ni sahaja.maybe.
means aku bole jimat hingga 50% utk belanja mkn hari2.
tp bulan depan tade da weh :'(
next week cuti seminggu meh.
oh.
means duduk rumah golek2 lagik.
haha.
i'll miss u uthm.
duhhh.seminggu je pon.

kadang kadang aku harap aku tahu semua benda.

tapi,
kadang kadang tak.
sebab,
kadang kadang,
ianya menyusahkan.

life is not how wonderful we want it.

few days lately i'm started to think how my life would  be if i do better for the last time. would it be better or worst?
last two days or maybe 3 days ago i read a blog. a girl. reading her whole blog really affects me. let me tell you some of her story.

she's married at her 20 and her husband was a year older. she's still studying at uia-degree in dietetic.
pregnant now.
she's married with her and her hubby own money,not from their parents coz their income on that time was rm5000 per month. skrg tataw la brape gamaknye income diorg.

her blog is really inspiring me. really touched me.

i was a bit jealous of her because of the life she have. but rolling down through her blog, her life were not easy. there's a lot she had to do and left for her life becoming like now.

there is something about her that giving me goosebumps.

her experience. there is nothing like that much more precious than a scholarship or getting dean list while still studying. her experience y gile2 tu tak mampu dibeli . nilai nya lagi besar dari those biasiswa y kite berebut2 tu.

at the age of 20,what do you expect more? but she, had done much more than our usual thinking.

she worked hard so much- at my age. i cried. yeah i cried  thinking what am i doing right now at the age of 20 at still doing nothing except for study and wait for those silly ptptn flowing through my pocket.
and again,still dean list pon tak dapat? grrrrrr...

while crying like shit i tell him how depressed i was now.
i told him how many stupid things i'd done until now.
i told him how badly i want my spirit getting lift up by now.
i told him i dont want to be me again.
i told him i'm tired.tired to live like this.
i told him how bad i was to Allah.
how i miss my dad.i want my old life back.

he'd done persuading me with his own words.of course more matured than me telling me how Allah loves me so much- that's HE giving those calamity.
The HE sent me to you to hear your cry tonight.
HE let you down first to teach you to move on with HIM.
HE wont give those calamity if u cant handle it.


ok.getting ok da. :)

then,

lutfi: ni knape ni smpai teruk sgt nangis ni. prob berat ke ni.,
liyana: taklah. ok da.tade pape.
lutfi: baik ckp cepat.
liyana: ok2. tadi bace blog pastu,blog die,.......bla bla bla yada yada yada.,.,sbb tu la., :(
lutfi: lah. syg, menangis teruk2 td sebab bace blog org je?
liyana; a'ah la .nape? tak bole ke? (nada aku da down.:(  )
lutfi: takde la.,igt pasal prob ke tadi. y kat sini da risau sgt da ni taw tak.
liyana: .................................

huh!!GUYS.

P/S :then after that i explained to him while reading tu my brain da flashback balik all the memories before i dont want to remember it anymore. so,bile igt balik tu y jadi cmtu.


guys, you all kene explain satu2 dulu baru faham ka? *sighh*

rental house

aku da dpt uma sewa.
btol2 dpan u.
yeay!!!:) since aku tade transport sendiri, uma tu da kire bersyukur da. kecik pon tapela., janji .aku dpt lintas jalan besar pnuh kete lori tu dgn selamat. (:

robert pattison.

dear,
sorry., did'nt mean to hurt you last night.
i know i had been such a spoiled brat.
tapi kite suke. seronok kene pujuk. hehe.
but then. kene marah balik. sobs.,(-,-')

you know why i like you so much,more than anyone before. a lot of reason why.

you are so cute. buat ape pon cute sgt. rase mcm nk tarek2 idung tu bg mancung lagik. =)

since you are the matang one and i'm the childish one usually i'm the one who start the fight,the merajuk, or anything y mengade2. then you're the one y kene pujuk.
mule2 tgk epi pujuk yana, yana mcm,

"er,,die ni tahu pujuk ke x?"

sgt sekejap taw tak x. mcm orang tak tahu apa2. yana mcm tgh mengadap org y btul2 tak reti pujuk org.
dlm kepala yana da macam ,
"mcm inikah cara 25 y/o guy pujuk 20 y/0 girl?.,(-,-')  "
then yana tanya btol2,epi pnah pujuk girl tak. u answered, "tak. rase mcm tak pernah jek.y dulu pon if ade pujuk skjp jek . if lame sgt epi buat tak tahu je.serabut kepale pk taw tak."

and i was like," oh really. aku ni da la kuat merajuk. sape nak pujuk aku weh nanti.,='("
but then after that, slowly, you too had learn how to persuade me, eventhough still nmpak lg mcm lelaki strangers pujuk budak pompuan 5 taun nanges sesat tak jumpe mak.haha. but you still try kan.
and same to me, kene kurangkan perangai kuat merajok tu. sbb sblum ni da kene marah ngan epi sbb kuat sgt merajuk.you said,

' takkan nk slalu gado/mrajok. ini baru couple taw da mcm ni. esok kalau da kahwin lagi la tak tahu mcm mana, tambah dgn mcm problem n tggungjwb lagi kan.'

"yela.,yela.,(-,-')"malu.nyorok muke da ni.(~~,)

then, every single thing i want or will do, you always one step ahead from me.
yana mmg tak payah ckp la nk mcm mana. epi mesti taw punye yana nk buat ape.
contoh,contoh.

liyana: epi, kite gerak awal la.,bole la., nk singgah bp mall.,
lutfi  : nk uat ape.,gerak awal nk uat ape kat bp mall tu.,
liyana: ala.,bole la.,
lutfi  : takkan nk bejalan je nanti.,bawak beg lagi ni.,
liyana: ala.,yela.,yela.,(T_T) tapi kalau kua  awal pon senang jugak kan.tak rush.,*aku nk menang jugak nih.
lutfi  :ckp jela nk tgk wayang dulu.,
liyana: eh,,cane taw nih., tak ckp pon lagik..(=,=)
lutfi  : tak payah nk ckp.taw sgt da. yela.yela.gerak kul 4.
liyana: ngeee~~~~~~~~~~*time ni aku tataw nk larik malu tutup muke or lompat2 riang ria.

sampai aku ckp ngan die," kalo epi taw yana nk buat ape sebenarnye, epi buat2 tak tahu taw. so nanti yana tak de la malu sbb epi tahu." *gile sakai kau yana. haha

senang kate die bole bace da la aku nk buat ape sbnarnye. nak blakon2 pon tak bole taw., mencik.


die ni ske tulis mesej mcm kereta api taw.,noktah tade,koma tade, brek tade., kadang2 je die rajin tulis. so, aku kene blaja la mcm mana nk bace msj die ni sbnrnye., n tak smpai sbulan aku da berjaya bace msj die tanpa ulang 3 kali. yeayy!!!:)

then, you are such a heart-melted. you can be anything i want. of course when at the right time only kan.

i need THE ADVISER,then you'll talk to me. mcm abang bg nasihat kat adik da.




i need a BESTFRIEND, then you'll accompany me the whole night to make sure i'm happy again.
i need a DOCTOR, you'll call me until my PMS cramp hilang smpai i can laugh out loud bg you pekak again., =)
i need TUKANg MARAH, you'll mad at me because i was such a spoiled brat and still childish at the age 0f,err, 20 now. hehe

but, as the reality goes on, the happpiness won't shine if there is no darkness. we also had our bad time. kadang tu mcm rase da tak kene syg, then you'll say,
"i'm doing this for your own good. i want to teach you to think maturedly from now on. syg da besar kan. bole pk sendiri da., "

eceh., cair lagik.haih.(=,=)

Then jalan sebelah dia seronok taw. sbb die 186cm. and aku 156cm. so, rase mcm jalan ngan bodyguard taw. haha

skrg da sem 2. you must be much more busy than before. thanx for still saving your time for me,dear.,

i miss your smile.

i miss your laugh.

i miss walking next to you and feel safe again.

i miss you asking me," nk makan kat mane? nk tgk crite ape ni?"

i miss your joke.

but most of all,

i miss YOU.

eh,kite tak penah amek gmbar sesame lg kan? why ha?

learn.

thanks to those who hated me,

you made me a stronger person.

thanks to those who loved n love me.

you always make my heart grow tender.

thanks to those who envied n still doing the same thing now to me,

you made my self-esteem grow stronger.

thanks to those who cared and cares for me,

you make me feel important as the sun giving its shine to earth.

thanks to those who entered my life,

you made who i am today.

thanks to those who left,

you showed me that nothing last forever.

thanks to those who stayed and still until now,

you showed me the true meanings of 

love and frienship.

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be thankful for everything.

insyaAllah everything will fall into its place as always.

(:

ps: since fon kamera da takde, aku kempunan nak snap picture and upload it to blog or fb.

pity of u,yana (-,-')

new,new and new again.

yeah. pejam celik,celik pejam,then celik lagi tahun 2011 sudah mula sejak 180++ jam lepas.

means aku juga di sem baru. sem baru =jadual baru+buku baru+prangai batu baru.

for this sem aku ade 6 subjek. +koku lagi. means 7. but koku aku ade prob doe. last year aku da isi tok hoki but then hoki dibubarkan. so means aku tade koku weh kene isi new one punye. gile leceh.
dengan senang mat ckp ngan aku drop je koku sem ni. amek next sem.
 aku pon dgn pnoh perasaan bengang ye ketika itu menangguk shj dan trus blah.

oh ya. dan itu pon tak setel lagi.haha.
tgk la isnin ni.
n lagi bez stat sem ni nk drop ke nk tuka ke kene byr kat fakulti beb. takat 5 6 ringgit tahan lagi. ni smpai puluh2. da la pt pon lambat. cessss.

first week ni tak terase lagi la ke'busy'an diri. but next week , i think it will be more merrier with assignment and lovey dovey lab and tutorial.

course aku is a kurang busy dari budak engine. but it still study.
each courses hav its own way.
study ape yang tak susah weh.


oh ya. aku dpt rasa this sem will be much more better than before.
idk.
i just can feel it.

to emi,my dear friend, just remember sometimes thingd just happen. ada y kita bole expect. ada yang kita tak bole expect. all those things will and always make us become stronger than before. insyaAllah.

dear Allah,let me live on Your path.call me back if this heart start to forget You.

tag again.,(:

tag from emi (:

Apa benda penting dalam hidup anda ?

Allah,family la kan(^_^)

Barang terakhir yang dibeli guna duit sendiri ?

waha?ape ye?jap.pk.

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ha~~~!!

topup.

eheh(-,-')

hehe

Dimanakah tempat anda ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan ?

weh,gile cheesy mellow soalan siyot.haha

bagi ai berangan jap nk uat kat ne.

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ai nak kat kat rumah jela.

senang nk carik kan.

Adakah anda sedang bercinta sekarang ini ?

did. nope.

do.yeah.

Berapa lama akan mencintai kekasih anda ?

as long as this heart manage to handle those feelings.

Dimanakah anda selalu berjumpa kekasih anda ?

makanan.makanan,

*pk sendiri.haha

Novel / Majalah / Buku terakhir yang dibeli ?

ni aku betol2 tak hengat. majalah rapi kot.dua bulan lepas.

maybe?

(~~,)

Siapakah nama penuh anda ?

Liyana Nabilah bt Rahim.

liyana=kelembutan

nabilah= err.tak ingat.

Antara mak dan ayah , manakah anda lebih mesra ?

my dad had passed away six years ago. so,since i had my mom only,mesra dgn die la.

(^_^)

Pilih satu , peluk atau cium ?

hug? kisses?

i choose both of them.

Beritahu 3 bende tentang orang yang di tag :

1. suhaira. classmate!!!(^_^)

2.shikin. classmate jugak!!! (^_^)

ni bagi llki la.

erm...

3.barney!!!!(^_^)

5 benda yang disayangi :

~~handphone saya.

~~mere lappy hai.

~~aku ada satu baju kurung merah y aku syg. dr form 3 kot baju tu.haha muat lagi okeh.

Lagu yang anda suka & selalu dengar ?

keep holding on--avril

lagu2 MLTR.

parachute-cheryl cole.

Bila tarikh lahir & sambut kat mana tahun lepas ?

3 october 1991.

kat mall.(^_^)

Rakan blogger yang ingin di tag :

suhaira.

shikin.

barney.